Lindsay Lohan Wants to Live With “Integrity And in Control”

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The first episode of Lindsay Lohan’s docu-series on Oprah Winfrey’s OWN has dropped and it’s given us a first look in to the life of recovering trainwreck Lindsay, as she tries to get her career back on track and behave like a normal member of society for as long as possible (the clock is ticking, Lindsay’s twitching!). In the first episode, Lindsay says she now wants to live her life with “integrity and in control”. She commented that she is now in a good place:

 ”Living with integrity and in control of my own self – that’s the life I want now…I’m excited to start this new chapter, so it’s going to be good. I’m in this really good place where I have this inner peace right now. All the distractions and chaos that go on outside just in daily life in general don’t really affect me anymore.”

Lindsay also tries to find herself an apartment in New York City during the first episode but appears to struggle to find one that suits her needs and budget. She comments that she does find it difficult to live in her own place and is having a tough time figuring it out:

”It’s the first time I’m really getting a place in New York and it’s really chaotic. I’m trying to figure out how to be sane and live, how to live out of a hotel, which I did when I was in a crazy phase in my life and that brings up a lot of memories and I hate it. … And now I’m figuring out everything for myself with things being left up in the air constantly.”

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