Khloe Kardashian struggled to come to terms with the end of her marriage to Lamar Odom and even admitted she felt “guilty” in the mid-season finale of Keeping Up With The Kardashians last night which saw the reality star file for divorce from the basketball star.
In the episode which aired on E! last night, Khloe is visited at the Tarzana home she once shared with Lamar by her older sisters Kim, 33, and Kourtney, 34, who sit her down to help make a decision about the state of her four-year marriage to the NBA player.
Khloe comes to the realisation she'll have to file for divorce from Lamar (E!)
Khloe, 29, then becomes overwhelmed with emotions as she comes to terms with the realisation that she'll have to file from divorce after several months of allegations of Lamar's alleged infidelity and reported drug use.
“It’s something I thought I’d never have to do,” Khloe tells her concerned sisters. “It’s not fair - it’s not fair that this is even something anyone has to go through.”
Wiping away tears, Kim chimes in: “But you don't have to go through it alone.”
Twice-divorced Kim sympathised with Khloe's plight (E!)
Khloe admitted: “It just sucks when you’ve given so much and you realise it still wasn’t good enough for someone. You can’t help but take it personal.”
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In another intervention, matriarch Kris Jenner tells her heartbroken daughter: “It’s hard for all of us - we were all in love with Lamar. I think at this point we just wanna pray for his happiness. We love him very much, and we wish him the best, but Khloé needs to just get happy.”
Later in the episode, Khloe is seen in Sydney, Australia, carrying out work commitments for the sisters' fashion line when she sees reports of a leaked video showing Lamar allegedly making references to cheating on the reality star during an incoherent rap.
Kourtney watches on concerned as her sister deals with the heartbreak (E!)
Speaking about the footage to BFF Malika Huqq who accompanied her on the trip, Khloe says: “It really hurts coming from Lamar. I’m so sad that everything is happening the way it’s happening - I don’t even know what to say or do.”
The former X Factor USA star later says in a confessional to the camera: “I haven’t seen Lamar in a month, two months. It’s really awkward when reporters ask me questions about Lamar - I really don’t know what’s happening.
“I’m trying to figure everything out and put together the pieces, so I don’t even know what response to give.”
Kris Jenner wondered if there was a chance of reconciliation for the couple (E!)
Later, sister Kim, who has been divorced twice herself, admits: “[It was] to have a talk with her and make her face reality a little bit. It's just not the life I want my sister to live. We’re all sad, we all love Lamar so much. But I just hate as your sister seeing you stuck in this place not making a decision when nothing’s changing.”
After Khloe finally files for divorce, mum Kris asks if there's any chance of a reconciliation with the basketball star, to which she replied: “Mum I don’t know, I’m not answering that question.”
Khloe added: “It just sucks. I definitely feel guilty. It’s definitely f***ed - it’s not a good feeling at all.”
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